We

While sun bidding its final goodbye

Lying on bed, with tears in my eye

You had called, and I couldn't say it again

You to stay forever, be all mine

But my mouth goes glued 

As if about to commit a crime.

Darkness pandemic arrives as harbinger

And my pensive thoughts start to linger

Deep within lies a fear

Since you are too far,

With little chance to be near.

I'm still not a day ahead of our chirpy tete-a-tete(s)

Reminiscence brings me smile,

When your voice echos & my heart taps

You had to go, it was for your better

I never showed the right or any deter

Now I realize, I should have expressed

If not stopped you, at least said

That chunk of my soul, you do possessed

Your crass slowly engendered my interest 

That not for a day, I've peace or rest.

Years have passed, I'd lost the touch

And glad to catch again your clutch

Though not impossible it was, but

It was my ego, or probably I let

The doors of my heart closed & shut.

 Now that you are around

I am not numb anymore

Just want to talk and 

Be with you more and more

All over, you and your sound.

I wish this time forgets its tick and just stop

I hold your hands till my last breath crops

I don't want to moan or revile on the retrospect

Parting again would be like corroded silt

So, let me not drown in my own guilt.

I want you to be right beside me

Facing all turmoils like an usual spree

Startling all life with your regular surprises

That a smile be on my face even as I die

For this small favor, looking forward to see

That someday I may be known,

when you say, 'We'.

A Gift....A Surprise !

Living under the weight of a feather
Seems to sublime in a wither
But feathers as strong as a Methal
It can be ailing or may get lethal.

Giving a glance, weird though he looks
His elegant charm is capable to hook
Pure at heart, none can adulterate
Makes to commit flounder & risk an iterate.

Some feelings are strong, some are unexpressed
The intensity within still connects the same thread
I may not define, I mean it from heart
That you are among, I never want to part.

A panacea to heal, a source to placate
How can I ask my doctor to vacate ?
There are lot more to express & lot more to write
But as I say, few things are meant only to hide

Asking on his B'day for a Gift
I could not show around and took a drift
I have nothing, that can entice
But this may come to you as a Small Surprise !

Before you know ..

Droplets hitting my face
While I was on with a race
Heavy pours emptying my nerves
Hindering my way,
Roads covered with deluge.

My heart was racing as was I
And the time paced to keep up
Before it fades away and die
Deserted roads,breached streets
Misleading the way,
The destiny I seek.

Senses all numb,
I went vacuous.
But holding myself,
I retained back the purpose
I know I have to be there
Its only me, who cares.

It was midnight, when I found
You being rescued by people around
Now I beg and plead
Save your breath, for I need

I am on my way, may be late
On my bare legs,
Finding ways through the shortest gate
It seems as if I am in a labyrinth
In a place, anonymous, with no hint

Inquiring your ward,
I've asked for your cabin.
Victorious I feel,
Envisaging you on a bed to see
But, Is that why I came here ?
You, lying on the bed being draped in cover.

This was my fear, I cant recover
I cannot hide my flow, even if I cower.
I know you have not left
You are some where around
Playing a game, to make me astound

We had promised to live together
To make other smile and happy forever
Without its done, I cant let you go
When you take the flight far
I'll find you, before you know !

I am no Good !

O Father, Forgive me !
You aided all your wealth
To earn me knowledge and health
When you expected me
To open my feathers & fly
I crouch in the fear to die
I can't even serve my family some food
Because I am no Good !

My Loveliest Mother
You taught me to face all the trails
You imbibed me with strength to walk alone
Let fill the gaps with no support
Yet, when you want me
I am not by your side to change your mood
Because I am no Good !

Dear Brother & sweet Sister
You are my treasures, forever will be
Wish to put all unheralded surprise
Give you both all luxuries you prize
Be the ideal for you
But what investiture I can put ?
Because I am no Good !

I love my family with heart & soul
But being a Black Sheep,
Can't do anymore.
Building the castles, I cannot reside
I am the one to watch the sun,
As its brightness dies
I can only envy them,
Helping their family,as they could
Because I am no Good !

Soul that is Mine !

Its Dark & I can't see the way
I am stuck here, just to sway
Will anyone come to my rescue?
Or am I left for my own do ?

I see the silhouette
But to recognise, my eyes are wet
Catch my hand or are you a passerby ?
I am left alone to sieve my own pry

I try to express, but thoughts don't help
Every word is swallowed in one small gulp
I can see the lamp posts setting off
And the guard naps with occasional hicoughs

I am wandering searching solution for this mystery
As though to mark my history on a tapestry
Questions are numerous, answers to none
Yet creeping to the acme, until its done

I moving to the edges of the endless shore
The sands where wet, not any more
It slips off the hand as passing time
So, before its too late, I shall find
The soul that is Mine !!

Women's Liberation Act

She was sitting at one corner
Staring at her broken toy
Staring at his new car
Wondering if she can ask for the new one
Wondering if she can exchange with him

Behind the window, cowering herself
Seeing him dressed by her mother for school
Wishing to go there some day
But how can she ?
Though elder, not seen the gates
Of school, her brother goes always late

Dreaming higher
But sitting near fire
Cooking, feeding is her life
No time to bead her broken plight
Working in the house of working lady
She is the girl from a penury

Earning though she, can't be exorbitant
Surviving to feed the others need
Killing the desires, continuing her pree
Reasoning the jurisprudence,
why born as 'She' ?

Addiction

Walking alone down the shore
Thinking profound and searching for more
Is it the words or is it my thought
I am solely drowned in the literary tout

Reading the dabsters, learning the art
It has become prior in my usual routine chart
Pensively wondering for verses, lucid
Abstract verbose with flavor so placid

Frame with emotions & pen with sense
Satiating the delight and reader's essence
Drifting passion, lets me keep on rolling
Absorbed in this world, theres no door to returning

Feeling a loss with no kudos
Yet armed again for to repose
Unexpected to expected, always tempts
Experiment is the word defined for attempts

It is a knot, I cant untie
Its one drug, that lets me high
Leaving behind others conviction
Poetry for me is a Blissful Addiction !