We

While sun bidding its final goodbye

Lying on bed, with tears in my eye

You had called, and I couldn't say it again

You to stay forever, be all mine

But my mouth goes glued 

As if about to commit a crime.

Darkness pandemic arrives as harbinger

And my pensive thoughts start to linger

Deep within lies a fear

Since you are too far,

With little chance to be near.

I'm still not a day ahead of our chirpy tete-a-tete(s)

Reminiscence brings me smile,

When your voice echos & my heart taps

You had to go, it was for your better

I never showed the right or any deter

Now I realize, I should have expressed

If not stopped you, at least said

That chunk of my soul, you do possessed

Your crass slowly engendered my interest 

That not for a day, I've peace or rest.

Years have passed, I'd lost the touch

And glad to catch again your clutch

Though not impossible it was, but

It was my ego, or probably I let

The doors of my heart closed & shut.

 Now that you are around

I am not numb anymore

Just want to talk and 

Be with you more and more

All over, you and your sound.

I wish this time forgets its tick and just stop

I hold your hands till my last breath crops

I don't want to moan or revile on the retrospect

Parting again would be like corroded silt

So, let me not drown in my own guilt.

I want you to be right beside me

Facing all turmoils like an usual spree

Startling all life with your regular surprises

That a smile be on my face even as I die

For this small favor, looking forward to see

That someday I may be known,

when you say, 'We'.