We

While sun bidding its final goodbye

Lying on bed, with tears in my eye

You had called, and I couldn't say it again

You to stay forever, be all mine

But my mouth goes glued 

As if about to commit a crime.

Darkness pandemic arrives as harbinger

And my pensive thoughts start to linger

Deep within lies a fear

Since you are too far,

With little chance to be near.

I'm still not a day ahead of our chirpy tete-a-tete(s)

Reminiscence brings me smile,

When your voice echos & my heart taps

You had to go, it was for your better

I never showed the right or any deter

Now I realize, I should have expressed

If not stopped you, at least said

That chunk of my soul, you do possessed

Your crass slowly engendered my interest 

That not for a day, I've peace or rest.

Years have passed, I'd lost the touch

And glad to catch again your clutch

Though not impossible it was, but

It was my ego, or probably I let

The doors of my heart closed & shut.

 Now that you are around

I am not numb anymore

Just want to talk and 

Be with you more and more

All over, you and your sound.

I wish this time forgets its tick and just stop

I hold your hands till my last breath crops

I don't want to moan or revile on the retrospect

Parting again would be like corroded silt

So, let me not drown in my own guilt.

I want you to be right beside me

Facing all turmoils like an usual spree

Startling all life with your regular surprises

That a smile be on my face even as I die

For this small favor, looking forward to see

That someday I may be known,

when you say, 'We'.

A Gift....A Surprise !

Living under the weight of a feather
Seems to sublime in a wither
But feathers as strong as a Methal
It can be ailing or may get lethal.

Giving a glance, weird though he looks
His elegant charm is capable to hook
Pure at heart, none can adulterate
Makes to commit flounder & risk an iterate.

Some feelings are strong, some are unexpressed
The intensity within still connects the same thread
I may not define, I mean it from heart
That you are among, I never want to part.

A panacea to heal, a source to placate
How can I ask my doctor to vacate ?
There are lot more to express & lot more to write
But as I say, few things are meant only to hide

Asking on his B'day for a Gift
I could not show around and took a drift
I have nothing, that can entice
But this may come to you as a Small Surprise !

Before you know ..

Droplets hitting my face
While I was on with a race
Heavy pours emptying my nerves
Hindering my way,
Roads covered with deluge.

My heart was racing as was I
And the time paced to keep up
Before it fades away and die
Deserted roads,breached streets
Misleading the way,
The destiny I seek.

Senses all numb,
I went vacuous.
But holding myself,
I retained back the purpose
I know I have to be there
Its only me, who cares.

It was midnight, when I found
You being rescued by people around
Now I beg and plead
Save your breath, for I need

I am on my way, may be late
On my bare legs,
Finding ways through the shortest gate
It seems as if I am in a labyrinth
In a place, anonymous, with no hint

Inquiring your ward,
I've asked for your cabin.
Victorious I feel,
Envisaging you on a bed to see
But, Is that why I came here ?
You, lying on the bed being draped in cover.

This was my fear, I cant recover
I cannot hide my flow, even if I cower.
I know you have not left
You are some where around
Playing a game, to make me astound

We had promised to live together
To make other smile and happy forever
Without its done, I cant let you go
When you take the flight far
I'll find you, before you know !