More than that..

I wonder this creation,
Passing each moment in a new fashion
I am feeling lonely
And you come to me so serenely.

I think of finding one perfect option
But leaving you is not to choose one
When I'd first met you
You looked like animal out of the zoo.

I avoided your visage
Running away from your glance
And you always blocked my way
With eyes that had so much to say.

Then with a brave heart, you accosted
Framing words all circumlocuted
Scared to death yet you spoke
That was time when I broke

I spoke of hatred but love
Inferno within touching sky above
You were the one,aimed the dart
Which came to me and hit my heart

You caressed me, you made me smile
When I knew nothing but hate & vile
You showed me life with colors abound
The bountiful earth, keeping secrets profound.

World was beautiful with a new stride
Life with you was a roller coaster ride
When I looked at you, too convinced
Never realised,
That you would leave like a clandestine.

I'd nothing but you in my mind
My soul played your music on rewind
I couldn't have been what I'm today
But I am hurt so badly to celebrate this dismay

Succumb to the truth that you wont stop
Even if I beg or jump from the mountain top
Seeing the reality yet denial persists
A faint glint of hope still exists.

Time has passed and you went so far
With maiden all around & opportunities ajar
I fear, for you may find someone
The feeling so deep to sublime in the sun.

I still feel the love, I still keep the hope
I wait for you walking on the Faith's road
Though I feel weak when the night falls
Yet stop myself being reluctant to call

Engaged in my chores, act as my aegis
I drive myself to the land of oasis
There nothing but peace remains
With nothing to lose or nothing to gain

Before I move, let me tell you how I feel
That my Love was real
And not some deal
I thank you, for you were great tutelage
I will revere you without any rage

But I know my pain would palliate
My belief tells me,
I deserve More than that !